*anybody ever felt like me??*

All day long I run around with these words in my head, but when I see you my every thought turns to confusion.
I feel like Im in a race with every man on the face of this earth and Im the one thats losing...
you, as well as my breath,
which you seem to take away with the tiniest of glances,
as your smile romances
almost everyone you greet making them feel great throughout the day.....
If I could only find the words to say, as I sit and hold my head wondering if you even ever knew I existed....
I tried writing you a letter, that I never signed, and someone told me you read it.....
and kissed it!!
OH FOR JOY.......but then again my name wasnt listed, as the one whose word you held so dear.
How could I have been so foolish to have stood in the back of this line of men
when I could have been whispering these words that lay on my heart in your ear.
GOD, IF IT WASNT FOR MY CHILDISH FEAR of losing you the woman I love to some guy that made you smile when I wasnt near.
So instead of revealing myself
I chill in the back of your mind,
in no rush,
knowing Im a grown,
loving,
poetry writing,
20 something year old kid with a crush.....