i have never had a problem being who i am. i always felt good in my skin. not saying that im happy with certain situations in my life, but me as a person i have to love it. i never had to front for anyone, or pretend to be something im not. what you see online from me, what your hear on the phone from me, and that first impression is exactly what it is. for me to pretend to be something im not would be a sign of weakness. and im far from weak.
i refuse anyone to take the little i have gained by insulting and interrupting my cycle and path to success and being loved by those that hated me at one point or another. real will always recognize real and i stick out like a sore thumb. i was never the one to go through stages in my life wear i like something for a month or 2 and move on to something else. i dont have 2 sides to me. i dont hurt people i love purposely to make myself feel comfortable. if i did that i would be just as weak as those that fear to portray their own self image.
i never really cared about who didnt like me and who did. i have to many people out there that hate me and wish i was dead to worry about a few more. why i dont care? thats easy because if i was willing to care what everyone thought about me i would be willing to let someone dictate my life, and thats never gonna happen. my honesty no matter how bad it could be is for the most part appealing to people.
if you cant keep it real with yourself how can you with anyone else?